I have noticed that it is useless to try and forget the past and moved on. What you did, weighs onto me like an anchor refusing to let go. Hatred, jealousy, aggravated. None of those emotions are associated with you to be frank, I don't feel anything. Except confusion, do I really want you in my life? I don't know the answer to that. At days I wish I never met you, sometimes I'm actually glad I did. Either way I've met you now, I trusted you and you threw it back into my face expecting me to be fine with it. Clearly I'm not. Clearly its not all fine. Are you delusional or just extremely naive. It makes me wonder how your mentality really works.
